Step II

I am so grateful that god continually restore me to sanity. My insanity manifest itself in so many different ways (despite being sober for over 3 years). With each and every day more is revealed to me. This illness is so cunning, baffling, and powerful. I am grateful that I haven't given up on god and god hasn't given up on me. I am so grateful that this power greater than myself knows what its doing because I have no idea. If it were up to me nothing would ever change but I pray for gods will to be done in my life everyday.  Although sometimes this process is very painful, with each "layer of the onion" being peeled, I get to grow (as long as I'm teachable).  Above all things I am glad to be a part of something bigger than myself.

M.E.S.